I must blogged this out. Readers /fans, hahaha, you can dun read anything below ,because its totally about myself. I cun find any better place, so i came here. Only told jean about this, she says im crazy. So, i think if you ppl continue to read, you guys will also find me crazy. So dun read it (: Today , its my first time walking through the park home. No short cuts , not like the path i walked home in the past. While walking, a lot of emotions came into my mind. Not trying to be emotional, or some very depressed girl, but i just felt like walking, and then so much so much feelings came in. Seeing people exercising, seeing the kids playing at the playground, seeing ppl walking home after work, i suddenly feel so much about my own life. Family, friends and so much things that are happening now. For family, too much things happened already. Even myself also dunno how to say it out. WQ said it before, family things , outsiders very difficult to help one.Actually its very true. There's so much things i couldnt say it out, even if i does, no one could help. At times, when facing family problems, its really tiring. Its not that i want to worry, but its the fact that, history repeated itself, i cun stop myself from worrying. I tried very hard to not think, because im still small, i cun help , might as well study, but its difficult, it really is. Oh well, thats another part of life. For friends, maybe ive seen a lot a lot. Maybe, ive gone through that much as well. After forming k.f.c, i feel different. I mean, everything's different already. Its great being with them, because i learn a lot from them, and from them, their help given, i felt, im not alone. So much to express, couldnt find words to say it out.. Am hoping i was stll small like those kids at the playground, and also hoping to faster grow up, and look at the different world apart from what it is like now. Very contradicting , but who cares. I mean, what can i do right. Well, there's really really a lot i think about just now. Every single bit. Maybe its not ALL, but at least, i realised, maybe in the past, i haven think about all that yet. So much i feel like continue walking just now and never stop, because i dun feel aint tired at all. Just feel like carry on and on, never stop, continue walking walking. And at that point of time , i feel so good walking home Alone . Today was a super super NICE day. (: Firstly , very thankful to huijia , our comfy abode, for cooking japanese curry chicken rice for us today (: its really delicious. Save one meal of money already (:
Another super happy thing is, this is the first time i feel that our class is very united. (: Its like we areback to last year, those time in 4n2'08. Seriously. Especially during the game during English class today, Its like Oh my god fun, loving, excited, and its so united. It really is. Everyone get together, guess those stuffs, laugh, have fun and all. its reallly very very loving. I couldnt elaborate how i felt that period, but i would really wish time could stop at that time, orrather back to last year. Everyone is so close, so united. No hatred, just laughter. Like today, its seems liek everything's over already. (: I really really love that 1 period . Time is short, but its really memorabe for the year. Today, its the first time, the whole class didnt attend maths mock. Tomorrow its our D-day. And before we step out of gate today, hannah said this " aiyah, we one for all , all for one uh" Super super, warmy. i mean, it really bring me back to last year (: I miss 4n2'08, very much. seriously. If time could rewind, if those things dun happen, if i know things will happen like this, I wouldnt have made all this happened. Miss it so much. Social studies was laughing session ! I swear, sitting with HANNAH is damm fun. Nata, you're so fortunate. HAhaha. She's damm crap, and she's full of nonsense. But she's damm funny. seriously. The way she act all of us, the habit, its HILARIOUS. i think mdm fara is very sick of us already. But seriously, the whole class who were there, ALL burst into laughter when we see her acting. Its like the most funniest thing lah eh. HAHAHAH. Okay man, thanks to all those who read. HAHAHA. its long. I didnt ask you to read. LOL! |
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